Wednesday, May 30, 2007

The best day of my life

Imagine that you were given another chance. What would you do differently? Now ask yourself, why aren't you doing it? Life can only wait so long before it's gone. Is this the way you really want it to be?

There are neither beginnings nor endings to the turning of the wheel of time. But it was a beginning.

Or, as Garth Brooks might just say...

Don't just stand upon the shoreline
and say you're satisfied
Choose to chance the rapids
and dare to dance that tide

Today is Wednesday, May 30, 2007. Today is the first day of the rest of your life.

Let's make the best of it.

Ed.

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Spring Cleaning


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Originally uploaded by firstfret.
I've been slowly working on cleaning up a lot of old papers in the house. Boxes of stuff that are just wasting space. Once in a while I come across something and the memories just start flooding back. Here is one of those things. It was a chess tournament played years ago at the PVCC. Back when Sean was still around and chess was the game of the day.

Looking back at some of these initials, I wish I can say that I remember who they all are. I remember a bunch but I'm sure Sean will know them all! I'm also just as sure that I'll hit my head with embarrassment as soon as Sean points out who they are.

EB: Ed Borowski
ST: Sean Tobin
MA:
JR: John Reinhart
DH: Dave Hall
JB: Judge Bean?
SF: Scott Farhatt
AL: Antonio Laudati
CW:
EM: Enrique McDonald

Sean... any chance you recall what year this might have been?

Be safe, be well, and thank you for the memories! That's what life is all about.

Ed.

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Things Change

Life. It just blows me away sometimes. Here's this absolutely enormous, unimaginably complex world of unlimited possibilities. A place where anything is possible and all one has to do is dream. Then here I am. Totally clueless. What are the odds of that?

I've been feeling pretty terrible again this weekend. It's almost like a resurgence of the flu that I think I had a little while back. Mainly in my head. That constant dizzy feeling where, occasionally, I think I just might lose it. I'm getting by, but it's no fun. As some of you might know, I've been completely addicted to World of Warcraft this year. It's all I do when I have free time. Because of it I've been putting in all nighters on Friday and Saturday nights. It's crazy. Yesterday I probably only played for 4 hours. You know I've got issues!

I slept through the afternoon yesterday. When I finally got up at around 6-7pm I was still feeling a bit shaky. I figured I needed to stay away from World of Warcraft and do something different. I decided to go to the chess club! Back in December I was really at the top of my game. It was the best that I've ever been playing chess. After really not playing much for the last 6 months I can assure you that I'm rusty. Regardless of the results, you don't play much for 6 months and you're going to lose some of it.

Now that I've set you up with my list of excuses, I'm sure you're wondering how I did. I have to say that overall I was pleased. I definitely felt a little out of sorts, especially with my tactics. But I wound up playing 4 5-minute blitz games against Larry Williams. Larry and I were pretty close back in December, though I would have given a slight edge to me at that time.

Game 1: I had black and managed to get into an interesting ending. I lost on time. In the post-mortem we found that it was a draw. Ah well, I can't complain with a loss on time.

Game 2: I had white and we drew the game. It was another exciting endgame.

Game 3: I had black and Larry crushed me like a pig. No Post-Mortem necessary!

Game 4: I had white and won! In the post-mortem we found that there were some drawing chances for Black.

Still, it was 5-minute chess. But given my absense, I was very pleased with the result. Hopefully it will motivate me to increase my chess activity and get back to something else in addition to World of Warcraft. I don't think I've ever been so addicted to anything in my life! Though it might be close to the early days of chess. When Sean and I used to stay up until 4 or 5 in the morning at his parents house playing blitz games over and over again. Those were the days!

Speaking of Sean, if you still happen to read this from time to time, Paul Sarrazin says hi!

Wish you all the best!

Ed.